norma;

bullyshit

2005-08-23T14:30:32Z

i'm still here!

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-05-11T12:29:00

2005-05-11T19:35:16Z

just, what should I be doing right now?

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-04-08T05:39:00

2005-04-08T12:42:22Z

she hits my numba one spot - - -

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-03-28T14:57:00

2005-03-28T23:00:24Z

Yes!!!!

I'm happy. I'm done with petty, impertinent peices of commentary.

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-03-17T22:54:00

2005-03-18T06:55:24Z

i'm a miner without coal cave,
in the rectum of an economy built like
"a brick-shithouse on fire"

&i'm practiced in darkness, that
is identical in all my mornings, noons, &nights.

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-03-17T15:57:00

2005-03-17T23:59:09Z

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-03-14T13:18:00

2005-03-14T21:20:08Z

(either way, bunny, either way.)

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-03-12T01:51:00

2005-03-12T09:52:07Z

[bagged tears.]
he tips her with
smiles but she fidgets
(it is cold, &the
cuffs of his
jeans get wet)

&she leaves, he
shouts, "you idiot!"

I'm too dumb for his likes she
thinks on the way home from
his house where, he is sighing over
the same thing

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-02-24T18:01:00

2005-02-25T02:06:40Z

(I went to yr concert &I didn't feel anything)

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-02-16T15:35:00

2005-02-16T23:37:10Z

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-02-14T23:13:00

2005-02-15T07:14:31Z

abnormal abdominals (push-ups phenomenal)

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-02-10T22:13:00

2005-02-11T06:14:02Z

yr lucky, somehow you managed to befriend some
good people who will sit &soak
the evils you secrete, but
why? I'm not really sure

(knock the fuck off, kicking his lip across the floor
'til the archival vinyl venom soak the lure
anti-clarity mechanism spit flattery burners
fusing a million majesty murders then stole the crown)

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-02-09T12:22:00

2005-02-09T20:22:37Z

god

I wish I could go home

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-02-02T01:27:00

2005-02-02T09:33:55Z

na ah.

my bed is big enough for the both of us.

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-01-27T01:44:00

2005-01-27T09:45:03Z

duncanwaseaten @ 2005-01-04T16:15:00

2005-01-05T00:16:21Z

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-12-29T12:36:00

2004-12-29T20:37:05Z

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-12-25T20:10:00

2004-12-26T04:10:52Z

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-12-25T19:41:00

2004-12-26T03:41:24Z

[well maybe I should change my ways &stick to only ladies cuz I hate shitty menz &I don't want shitty babiez]

Baby steps, right?

2004-12-08T01:21:35Z

Given in bed, &the fragile
danger of lonely bodies,
feet away from heartbeats, I
may ease beneath yr white sheets,
crossing my fingers that
it wouldn't have been wiser to pull &slip
you into my own selfishness.

In the fear of this curve in my back, the
"c" like slope of one's body, (you never fooled me into believing that you
were capable of loving me at all,
happy as an ending or not.

It did not matter either way, bunny, either way.

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-12-02T03:02:00

2004-12-02T11:03:03Z

Choices just feel wrong. He'll always click into early nights, but I could never relax, "if you break it up &then swallow it, along with two aspirins, the potency is

a lot greater."

Instruments, technique &perfectionist's filled voids. "They are all, at one point or
another, emaciated, but just with glistening eyes."
A stocking sock as a belt that continuously does not
remain on the denim at all.

(&Some times, knowing the rest of the world still spins, with the knowledge of what I've already found ruins it only because I fear the way someone would push their glasses to the edge of their nose and look down at me for it.)

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-11-29T12:59:00

2004-11-29T21:01:00Z

I am made up of too
many phases;
you leave me with a density resting
in my fugitive stomach

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-11-26T21:47:00

2004-11-27T05:48:12Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. amanda
02. manda
03. dod (only megan

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. punnet squared.... I can't remember the others...
02.
03.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. I don't take everything seriously
02. I can be funny
03. I can make pizzas really fast

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. I sometimes get irrational
02. I can be naive
03. I tend to get really angry at people for dumb reasons, like standing in the middle of somewhere when epople are trying to get past them, or something.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. italian
02. norwegian
03. irish

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. why things happen at the most inopportune time
02. why people don't think before the speak or do something
03. why people say things without anything to back themselves up

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. people chewing in my ear
02. snapping (it's getting better, though)
03. condiments

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. scary people on my roof watching me sleep or breaking into my house
02. peeping toms
03. ghosts or zombies, for when I'm being really irrational

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. shoes
02. food
03. gravy train

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. socks
02. blue jeans
03. black shirt

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. my cell phone
02. a fuze
03. these speakers

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. bitch
02. ho
03. cunt

(hahaha. not really.)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
01. gravy train
02. seelenluft
03. magnetic fields

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. my sister megan
02. mollie
03. mckenzie! arn't you jealous mollie!?!? she made me a map, that's right. &color coded it, too.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
01. sincerity
02. they usually listen to my complaints about the things I hate at that time (&sometimes, they listen so hard they get lost in the process)
03. I like being reassured.

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. I like 'em big &stupid.
02.
03.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. being tall
02. a good sense of humor, or someone that just thinks my jokes are funny.
03. someone who I can have actual discussions with/who likes to take naps

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. whistle
02. snap very well
03. touch fabric without putting on lotion

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. drawing
02. conversing
03. with alcohol

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. one thousand dollars
02. an amc pacer
03. my license

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. something in biology
02.
03. or welding.

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. I hate going on vacations. I hate sleeping anywhere I'm not used to
02. but I'd like to visit italy
03. or go on a road trip.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. I don't want to do anything, just live a happy life I guess.
02.
03.

duncanwaseaten @ 2004-11-18T12:27:00

2004-11-18T20:27:33Z

A - age: 18

B - band listening to right now: lali puna

C - crush: I like to keep myself preoccupied with other things.

D - dad's name: Garrett Joseph Smith

E - easiest person to talk to: my sister, or mollie.

F - favorite band at the moment: angie reed, gravy train. lali puna, the blow...

G - gummy bears or gummy worms: sour gummy worms or chocolate covered gummy bears

H - hometown: seattle, washington

I - instruments: kazoo mofo

K - kids: if I decided that I wanted them, I'd adopt

L - longest car ride ever: to san diego from here

M - Mom's name: Susan Ann Boyle

N - number of siblings: two, my twin megan &older sister lauren, who usually doesn't count.

O - one wish: get fat &grow a beard

P - phobia[s]: drowning, or maybe a lot of the scenes in saw, like the guy crawling out of the car

Q - favorite quote from a song: hahahah um.....

"I'm such a slut I've tried everything... I choked down six dix while eatin' burger king...
That ain't shit compared to what I've done, once jacked off in a hot dog bun!
So I've got an idea little boys listen here - a, me &hunx on you
like cheese on a quesedilla!"

R - reason to smile: the ultimate death of my family

S - song you sang last: lali puna - middle curse

T - time you wake up: around 11am to 1pm

U - unknown fact about me: ask my twin

V - vegetable you hate: oh man string beans, onions, peppers, peas, brussel sprout, spinach

W - worst habit(s): biting my nails, worrying, panicing

X - x-rays you've had: lungs

Y - yummy food: potatoes, pancakes sometimes, french toast sometimes, apples... taco bell...

Z - zodiac sign: aries.

The world in bloom.

2004-11-18T08:00:30Z

In fragmented fibers, threadbare
seams, sinking into the cavernous
stomach, dissolving
stitches in the folds of our body;
salt in the waves of the atlantic.

(The tiny capsules burst like
supernovas, &
writhe around like a wicked thought.)